Mere Sapne Mere Geet..... 2004

Sangeet mere pehla pyar hai aur rahega. Aur bina iske bare mein baat kiye huye mujhe apna blog adhoora adhoora sa lagta hai. Aaj se jo kadi (series) main suru kar raha hoon wo apne aap mein meri purani posts ka sankalan (compilation) matra hai jise maine ek waqt internet pe urdu poetry forums mein pichle saal post kiya tha!

Bachpan mein jab TV ka padarpan nahin hua tha to hum har wednesday ko raat 8 baje badi besabri se radio ceylone laga kar Ameen Sayani sahab ki Binaka Geet Mala ka intezaar karte the. Pareshani ye ki wo station lagta badi mushkil se tha aur kisi ne transistor halke se cheda nahin ki turant gane ki jagah kabhie news to kabhi pop lag jata tha! Par itni dikkiton ke baad bhi wo countdown salon saal humara chaheta program bana raha! Aur aaj usi tarz pe ye kadi bhi hogi...

To humari ye geet mala 10 songs ki hogi farq sirf itna hoga ki post ke beech mein binaca/cibaca smile wale ads nahin honge:) . Par geeton ki baat karne se pehle dekiye Gulzar sahab ki kya rai hai is baare mein...

Ek mood, ek kaifiyat geet ka chehra hota hai..
Kuch sahi se lafz jad do, maujoon se dhun ki lakeerein kheench do..
To nagma sans lene lagta hai, jinda ho jata hai..
Itni si jaan hoti hai gane ki ek lamhe ki jitni..
Haan kuch lamhe barson jinda rehte hain..
Geet boodhe nahin hote unke chehre pe jhurriyan nahin girti..
Wo palte rehte hain chalte rehte hain..

Gulzar

Kitni pyari baat kahi hai na Gulzar sahab ne. :)
Sach hi to hai geet jab dil ko choote hain to humare jehan ka hissa ban jate hain! man mein bas jate hain ! kuch aisa hi asar kiya hai in geeton ne mujh par pichle saal. Dekhein mere doston ko kaise lagte hain ye songs...

Ratiyaan Andhiyari Ratiyaan....

Night &Darkness
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Kya ye sach nahin hai ki andhere ko sabhi log peeda (pain) aur depression ka prateek (symbol) mante hain……
Par logon ki baat main kyun manoon?
Meri nazron ne to kuch aur hi dekha hai …
Kuch aur hi mehsoos kiya hai..
Jehan ki waadiyon se kabhi un lamhon ko chun kar dekhein..

..Dil jab kahin bhatak raha ho niruddeshya aur dishaviheen (i.e. without any purpose and sense of direction)..
jab apne charon or ki duniya bemaani si lagne lagi ho..
Yahan tak ki aap apni parchayi se apne saye se bhi door bhaagne lage ho..
kisi se baat karne ki iksha (desire) na ho..

Aisi halat mein apna gham apni peeda apni kuntha leke kiske paas jayenge aap ?

Sochiye to….?

Par mujhe sochne ki juroorat nahin ..
Aise samay mein mera wo mitra (friend) wo dost humesha se mere kareeb hi raha hai
Apni vishal god (large lap) mein kaali chadar lapete aamantrit (invite) karta hua..

Pehli baar isse dosti tab huyi jab main 15 saal ka tha…..
Aap yakeen karein na karein chutti ke dinon mein 7 baje ke baad se balcony hoti thi aur mera dost aur main is qadar ek doosre mein khoye rehte ki waqt kaise beetta ye pata hi nahin chalta tha!
Jane kaisi chumbakeey shakti (magnetic attraction) thi mere is mitra mein ki shaam se hi main uske aane ka besabri se intezaar karta !

College mein ye dosti aur gehri hoti gayi..
Farq sirf itna tha ki hostel ke us band kamre mein ghupp andhere ke sath koi aur sath ho aaya tha!
Aray array iska koi aur matlab na nikal leejiyega he he ha ha :)
Wo teesra aur koi nahin wo geet aur ghazlein thin jinke bol us mahoul mein ek dum se jeewit ho uthte the man ke taron ko jhankrit karte huye..

Kabhi we dil ko sukoon dete the..
to kabhi aankhon ki koron ko pani..

Isiliye jab Parineeta film ke is geet ko suna to man bojhal to hua par sath mein ye khushi bhi huyi ki aray maine to is geet ko is ke har lafz ko jiya hai mehsoos kiya hai apni zindagi mein..

To pesh hai ye geet jiski link aap sidebar mein mil jayegi..

ratiya…kari kari ratiya..
ratiya ..andhiyari ratiya..
raat humari to
chand ki saheli hai
kitne dino ke baad
aayi woh akeli hai
chuppi ki birha hai
jhingur ka baje saath

raat humari toh
chand ki saheli hai
kitne dino ke baad
aayi woh akeli hai
samjho ki baati bhi
koi bujha de aaj
andhere se jee bhar ke…..
karni hai baatein aaj
andhera rootha hai
andhera rootha hai
gumsum sa …
kone main baitha hai

raat humari to
chand ki saheli hai
kitne dino ke baad
aayi woh akeli hai
samjho ki baati bhi koi bujha de aaj
andhere se jee bhar ke karni hai baatein aaj

andhera pagal hai
kitna ghanera hai
chubhta hai
dasta hai
phir bhi woh mera hai

uski hi godi mein
sir rakhke sona…. hai
uski hi baahon mein
chupke se rona hai
ankhon se kajal ban
behta andhera.. aaj

raat humari to..
chand ki saheli hai
kitne dino ke baad
aayi wo akeli hai
samjho ki baati bhi koi bujha de aaj
andhere se jee bhar ke karni hai baatein aaj
andhera rootha hai
andhera rootha hai
gumsum sa, kone main baitha hai

Gunahon Ka Devta

Pichle hafte hi is novel ko padh paya tha aur jaisi ki umeed thi is ki kahani ne mujhe hila ke rakh diya. Chander, Sudha, Binti, Pammi ye sare patra (character) mere ird gird hi ghoomte dikhayi pade. Aur tabhi se ye iksha (desire) thi ki jaise hi kuch samay mile is pe kuch likhoon.....

Kaun sa Gunaah kaisa Gunaah!
Kisi se zindagi bhar sneha rakhne ka ..
Aur jab wo sneha apni paraakaasthaa (limit)pe pahuchne lage to uska tyaag karne ka ..
Hain na azeeb baat!
Par yahi to kiya Chander ne apni Sudha ke sath
Is bhulawe mein ki duniya pyar ki aisi pavitrata (purity)ke geet gayegi
Pyar bhi kaisa...

Sudha ghar bhar mein alhad purwayi ki terah tod phod machne wali sudha, Chander ki aankh ke ek ishaare se subah ki naseem ki terah shaant ho jati thi. .
Kab aur kyun usne Chander ke ishaaron ka yeh maun anushashan (discipline) sweekaar kar liya tha, ye use khud bhi maaloom nahin tha aur ye sab itne swaabhaawik (natural) dhang se itna apne aap hota gaya ki koi is prakriya (process) se waakif nahin tha…

Donon ka ek doosre ke prati adhikaar aur aakarshan itna swaabhaawik tha jaise sharad ki pavitrata yaa subah ki raushani.

Aur apni is Sudha ko na chahte huye bhi usne us raah mein jhonk diya jis par wo kabhi nahin chalna chaahti thi. Sudha to chup chaap dukhi man se hi sahi us raah pe chal padi.
Aur Chander…..
Kya Chander ka balidaan (sacrifice)use devtaa bana paya?
Jo samaaj (society) ke saamne apne pyaar ko ek aadarsh ek misaal saabit kerna chahta tha, wo apne khud ke antarman (conscience) se na jeet saka.
Aur jab apne aap ko khud se haarta paaya to apna sara gussa, sara krodh un pe nikaala jinke sneha, jinka prem se wo apne vyaktitwa (personality) ki uchaiyon tak pahunch paya tha.
To kya Chander ko apni bhool ka ehsaas hua?
Kya wo kabhi pata kar paya ki kahan uska jeewan darshan (philosophy of life ) use dhokha de gaya?

Par ye bhi to sach hai na ki zindagi mein bahut si batein waqt rehte samajh nahin aatin.
Aur jab samajh aati hain tab tak bahut der ho chuki hoti hai…..

Chander hum mein se alag to nahin!

Chander ne bhi yahi ghalti ki apne pyar ko yatharth ke dharatal ya zameeni haqiqat se upar kar ke dekha, ek idealistic love ki avdhaarna ko lekar jo bheetar se khokhli (hollow) nikli. Apne dukh ko pee kar bhi wo jeewan mein kuch kar paata to bhi kuch baat thi. Par wo to buri terah kunthit(complexed) ho gaya apne aap se apne doston se…sudha use is kuntha se nikaal to saki par kis keemat pe..

Bahut aascharya (surprise) hota hai ki kyun hum nahin samajh pate ki kabhie kabhie mamooli shaksh ban ke jeene mein hi sabse badi uplabdhi (achievement) hai! Kya hum wahi ban ke nahin reh sakte jo hum sachchi mein hain. Apne ko doosron ki nazron mein ooncha sabit karne ke liye apne aap ko chalawa dena kahan tak sahi hai…..…..?


About the book
Gunahon ka Devta was first published in 1959. It was written by Dharmavir Bhaarti. Rated as one of the best written Hindi novel for its superb characterisation it is reprinted more than 30 times till date.
And before I leave u lets see what the writer has to say about his superb creation.

"..While writing this novel I experienced same type of feelings, which one does, when one is praying with full faith in the time of deep distress.... It appears as if same very prayer has been ingrained in my heart and I am repeating it...."