Friday, September 14, 2007

Memoirs of Kishore Da...What his friends thought about him...Part VIII

Click Here to read this post in Devnaagari (Hindi) script.

Kishor ko Mumbai kee filmee duniya aur usake log kabhee raas nahee aaye. 1985 mein sannyaas ka man bana chukane ke baad unhonne kaha tha...
"......Kaun rah sakata hai is chaalabaaj, mitraviheen duniya mein, jahaan har pal log aapaka dohan karane mein lage ho. Kya yahaa.n kisee par vishvaas kiya ja sakata hai? Kya koee bharose ka dost mil sakata hai yahaa.n? Main is bekaar kee pratispardha se nikalana chaahata hoon. Kam se kam apane purakho kee jameen Khandva mein to vaise hee jee sakoonga jaisa main hamesha chaahata thaa. Kaun is gande shahar mein marana chaahega ?......."
Darasal is kathan ka marm jaanane ke liye fir thoDa peechhe jaana hogaa. Kishor kee ye kaDavaahaT unake film jagat me bitaye shuru ke dino kee den hai. Ve kabhee abhineta nahee banana chaahate the. Chaahate the to sirf gaana par baDe bhaee daada muni ka kahana Taal bhee nahee pae. abhinay mein gaye to safalata bhee haath lagee par gaayak ke roop me jyaadaatar sangeet nirdeshako.n ne unhe.n sveekaar nahee kiyaa. khud kishor ne apanee laachaaree aur apane ajeebogareeb vyavahaar ke baare me ye daleel pesh kee hai...
"...main sirf gaana chaahata thaa. kuchh aisee paristhitiyaa banee ki mujhe abhinay kee duniya me aana paDaa. mujhe abhinay me bitaaya apana ka har ek pal naagavaar gujaraa. mainne kaun-kaun se tareeke nahee apanaye is duniya se peechha chhuDaane ke lie...apane sanvaad kee panktiyaa.n galat bolee, paagalapan ka naaTak kiya, baal munDavae, gambheer drshyo ke beech yooDaling shuru kar dee. Meena Kumari ke saamane vo sanvaad bole, jo kisee doosaree film me Beena Roy ko bolane the..........par fir bhee unhonne mujhe nahee chhoDa aur aakhirakaar ek safal naayak bana hee diyaa....."

Kishor ne yahaa.n koyee atishyokti naheen kee thee. unake ajeebogareeb harakato ke kuchh kisse to pahale bhee yahaa.n likhe ja chuke hain, ab kuchh kee baanagee aur lein...

Bhayee-bhayee kee shooT me nirdeshak Raman ke dvaara apane 5000 rupye dene ke liye aD gaye. Ashok Kumar ke samajhaane par anichchhapoorvak vo drshy karane ko taiyaar huye. chhoTe se shaanT me unhe sirf baDabaDaana tha aur thoDee chahalakadamee karanee thee.to kishor ne kya kiya, kuchh door chalate ..kalaabaajee khaate aur jor se kahate paanch hajaar rupayaa. aisee kalaabaajiyaa khaate-khaate vo kamare ke doosaree taraf pahunche jahaa ek pahiya gaaDee khaDee thee. kishor us par hote hue seedhe baahar pahunche aur ek chhalaang maar kar apanee gaaDee par savaar hokar chalate bane . baad me Raman ne sveekaar kiya ki vo kishor ko paisa chuka paane kee haalat mein nahee the.

Ek nirmaata ko to unhonne itana pareshaan kiya ki vo unake khilaaf court se samman le aaye ki kishor unake aadeshaanusaar hee kaam karenge. nateeja ye hua ki seT par apanee car se utarane ke pahale bhee vo nirmaata ka aadesh milane ke baad hee utarate. ek baar vo shooTing ke dauraan gaaDee ko lete hue khanDaala chale gaye, turra ye ki Director ne shoT ke baad 'cut' nahee bola to mai kya karata...

Par ye sab unhonne sirf filmee duniya se nikalane ke liye kiya aisa bhee nahee thaa. kuchh bachapana kah lein aur kuchh unake khuraafaatee dimaag ka fitoor, apanee nijee zindagee me unhonne apanee image ko aisa hee banaye rakhaa.Sach to ye hai ki unase juDee kahaaniyaa khatm hone ka naam nahee letee.

shayanakakSh me khopaDee kee aankho se nikalatee laal roshanee, drawing room me ulTee paDee kursiyaa, mehamaano par unake ishaaro par bhaunkate kutte, gaureekunj ke apane aavaas ke baahar laga board,

Beware of Kishore Kumar !

unake mijaaj kee gavaahee deta hai.

par itana sab jaanate hue bhee unake kareebee unake baare me alag hee raay rakhate the. saathee kalaakaar mahamood ka kahana tha







"....vo na to sanakee the na hee kanjoos, jaisa ki kee log sochate hai. vaastav me vo ek genious the. vo raaj kapoor ke baDabole roop the, ek harafanamaula jise cinema ke har pahaloo kee jaanakaaree thee aur jise ho halla machaakar logo kee najaro me bane rahane ka shauk thaa......"


vahee abhinetree tanuja ka maanana tha


"......mujhe samajh nahee aata ki vo paagalapan ka mukhauTa kyoo lagaye rahate the? shaayad, ek aam insaan kee tarah vo duniya se apane aks ka kuchh hissa chhupaana chaahate the. jab vo achchhe mooD me rahate to apane chuTakulo se hansa-hansa kar loT poT kar dete the. ...."


sangeet nirdeshak kalyaaN ka kahana tha

"....kishor moody insaan the, par mai samajhata hoon ki kisee kalaakaar ko ye chhooT to aapako denee hee hogee. unase kuchh karavaane ke liye mujhe bachcho jaisa vyavahaar karana paData thaa. so main jo unase chaahata Theek usaka ulaTa bolataa....."

kishor ke jeevan vrit ko patrakaar Kuldeep Dheeman ne ek achchha saar diya hai. Kuldeep kahate hai...

".....shuruaatee daur me apanee bataur gaayak pahachaan banaane ke kram mein milee dutkaar ne unake dil me vo jakhm kiye jo waqt ke saath bhar na paye aur jinhonne unhe ekaakee bana Daalaa. par unake andar ka khuraafaatee bachcha kabhee nahee maraa. yahee vajah rahee ki prashansak aur doston ko unakee koyee spaShT chhavi banaane me duvidha huyee. saamaanyatah ham jeevan me shvet shyaam kiradaar dekhane ke aadi hain par kishor kee zindagee me syaah rang kee kayee paratein theen jinhonne unake charitr ko jaTil bana diya tha.... "


1987 me hrdayagati ruk jaane kee vajah se unakee mrtyu ho gayee. aaiye dekhe.n is durlabh video mein unki patnee Leena Chandravarkar unakee yaado.n ko kis tarah sanjo rahee hain....




If you like this post, give your comments here.